Brothers, I went to the bank in town today to withdraw money, but it’s not really a withdrawal, just converting my fixed deposit into a current account, preparing to face reality. I've saved some money working as an electrician these past few years, and I plan to use this money for treatment. If it runs out and there's still no good outcome, I will give up. I appreciate the encouragement from my brothers. I don’t want to die, but right now, this is the best plan I can think of. I took a selfie, and even I think I look worn out, life is short. My hair is a bit long, and since it's winter, I don't want to wash it. I told my dad that I might as well shave my head, but he disagreed, saying that shaving my head is not good. Plus, it was a bit cold this morning, so if I really want to shave it, I’ll wait until it warms up this afternoon to get a crew cut.