Ugh, I really hate going to work.

The feeling of being confined and losing my freedom is like being a bird in a cage 😭. Like today, it's Saturday and I still have to work overtime, it's so tough.
I had over a hundred thousand in cash on hand, and with over ten thousand dollars in positions, if I had cut my losses in time I could have lived comfortably for a year or two riding out the bear market.
But I didn't stop after losses and kept adding funds. In the end all my cash got wiped out too... back to bankruptcy status again.
Today I asked Doubao how long 100k in cash could support living as a nomad domestically, and he said one to two years!
I'm literally crying 😭, why didn't I go travel and have fun after losing my position funds back then, that would have been so much better.
I had to go against the flow instead, and only when it was too late did I get pulled back to reality! Thankfully the underwater losses aren't too deep now, just back to where I was mid-2024, still salvageable.
Maybe this is just a test of fate. My experience over these years has been like a repeated roller coaster.
One moment at the peak, the next at the valley, but each peak is higher than the last, and the valley hasn't gotten progressively deeper!
I believe this is a spring, and it's a necessary experience before my good fortune arrives.
In the next bull market I'll definitely create glory again, and breakthrough in wealth and knowledge beyond my previous ceiling.