Due to the original plan to only buy half the position in the past few days

But couldn't resist secretly adding more midway, which caused the average price of Holdings to look bad when it hit a low point on the 4th night.
So originally on the 5th, the plan was to fly directly to HK and switch to increase the position.
Something happened suddenly that changed my perspective on life.
Perhaps many years later, I can also joke about this at the dinner table.
However, this matter has a significant impact on my current outlook on life and values.
After a few days of rest, I haven't recovered. I've been plunged into self-doubt.
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In the first half of the year, one night, my former big brother suddenly urgently contacted me to borrow money. At that time, I also posted a dynamic record of this incident. My state of mind at that time was that I was very happy that I now have the ability to repay the big brother who had helped me when I was in difficulty. I also understood clearly that this 💰 was probably his escape fee, but I didn't hesitate to give it to him directly. He hasn't contacted me in the past six months. I can understand that when people are down and out, they are unwilling to maintain relationships. I can also understand that as a big brother, he cannot face taking my 💰, so I didn't contact him, let alone urge him to repay the 💰.
The result is that I just arrived in HK on the 5th at noon, and my boss suddenly asked me about the whereabouts of this person. Without going into details, the summary is that a few days ago, this person relied on the relationships he had with several other people in my major client circle. He asked each of the seven people to borrow 100,000 tokens (maybe some brothers who haven't played in the market before don't understand, it's similar to the experience fund of a contract like an exchange, which can be bet on in the market but cannot be withdrawn directly). After a day, he found one of the seven people and said he didn't want to play anymore because he had something urgent to do. He gave that person 600,000 tokens. The person gave him 60,000 U and 2 ETH, and then he blocked that person and rug pulled him. In fact, he didn't go to the market to play that day, which means that he trapped 100,000 tokens and more than 60,000 U in this move. Although several good brothers said that I am not responsible, but after all, it was because of me that they were introduced, so I took the initiative to take responsibility for this matter and compensated for the losses of several brothers.
Actually, these dozens of requests are not particularly numerous. As long as he speaks to me again, I am still willing to help him. Kuanzi doesn't care whether he has money now or in the past, he always believes that money💰 is just a tool, not the ultimate goal. I am not someone who places a great emphasis on money. What I value most is the bond between brothers. I have always thought and acted this way. The older brothers around me have watched me grow up and understand what kind of person Kuanzi is. He really doesn't need to make such a fuss about this money💰. It is also because I wanted to maintain his dignity that I never mentioned to anyone in reality that he borrowed money from me and never paid it back, which led to the subsequent events.
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My boss also talked to me a lot about this afterwards. These days, I've been making money but not feeling happy because I'm caught up in self-doubt.
Does being a person mean you have to be calculating and indifferent?
Is it wrong to emphasize righteousness and emotions?
Is it not right to maintain the face of those who have helped oneself by repaying their kindness?#HalloweenCountdown: Final chance to enjoy $60,000 #Bitcoin hits a new high of $75K - next stop $80K? #Which Memecoin you currently hold the most?